Acceptance - Day 10

It was a long day. It is 11:25pm. I have been up since 4:45am. I am looking at my last homework question:

When Archimedes lived in Syracuse, who was his patron? It is kinda fuzzy but I didn't think Archie was from New York. It doesn't matter cuz the server is down and I can't get into the Arts database to find out who he was stroking for cash.

I'm thinking these so called patrons didn't fork up money just for the aesthetic pleasure of having a work of art in their homes. I'm thinking that this was an exchange program and part of what was exchanged was body fluids.

I have no proof of this. It may be my carnal nature rising because my common sense has taken hike. But if I was a wealthy old gal in the old days and I had a piece of beefcake painting my ceiling I might invite him to survey my landscape.

Yes, I am a heathen. A spiritual heathen.

I am trying to edit video but I keep yawning. I may not make it but there is the futility in trying.

So, the word for today is acceptance. There is tomorrow.

Life in Text and Video 2 - Day 9

This is the second experiment in text and video.

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This is day 9 of NaVloPoMo and I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at 22 more days to go. I'm so tired after this day I can't even blather on like I usually do.

Life in Text and Video Poem - Day 8

I've been feeling guilty. I do have a boatload of video that I haven't edited or uploaded but there are people creating original content daily.

If I am going to try to do something new then this would be the time. There is a particular type of poetry where the words are used as a sculpture. There is another type where words and images meld into a third meaning.



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So this is my attempt to try to get to that third meaning. What do you do when you want to create but you have to earn a living, provide for the essentials and not have you soul sucked away by the mundane?

You don't have to be an artist or creative person to face this and the answers are everywhere but your answer is some place else. That is the starting point.

Cantor Esther Leon - Day 7

Sometimes you can't get it right. I wanted this to be perfect because it was a perfect moment in real life.



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When I got home there were things wrong, sun flares, my zigzags and hand tremors that views as shimmies. I tried to fix it but at some point I gave up and time moved on.

It seems ok now, not as bad as I thought. And maybe it is time to add this voice to counter some of the cruelty running around as political commentary. I mention no names, insert your own breathing pejorative windbag here. This is my contribution to day 7 of NaVloPoMo.

Pasadena Bloggers Picnic - Day 6

It was a lovely afternoon. I didn't know any of these people. I knew one or two of their blogs but I felt like an interloper. I shop, work and go to school in Pasadena but I don't live there. Out of my current budget.

I bought some wet naps, Blood Orange Soda ( I really do like drinking that stuff) and something else I don't remember. I tended to stay near the tables because there was some good food on it and I didn't know what else to do. I don't have the automatic smoozing gene, I gotta kinda peculate up to it.

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Fortunately a very nice gentleman name Robin brought some excellent ribs of all permutation. I could her my doctor tsk, tsking me about wrapping my lips around those bones but me and Charlie understood that nature is not something to be defied. Unfortunately I couldn't slip Charlie any of the bounty cuz his human said he couldn't have any.

So this is simple video. No ribs, intense political debates or ants in the pants. A group of people who know, kinda know and don't know each other pose for a photo. Just like we did in grade school. But a little bit better than that.

A Soldier's Skin At PCC Gallery - Day 5

We all have feelings about the war but most of us have got it through our thick heads that the troops need to be supported. I would like to see each and everyone of them home but that is a discussion for another time.



Some those folks who are home have a living memorial to those that have paid the ultimate price. Mary Beth Heffernan, an artist and instructor at Occidental College in Eagle Rock, (Los Angeles) went to tattoo parlors near Twentynine Palms Marine Corps Air Ground Combat Center. She photographed honor tattoos on the body of the survivors and memory holders.

Visitors were permitted to take home copies of the exhibit in the form of posters. This is a video representation of that event. This was on of the events of the Arts and Ideas Festival 2007

Elizabeth's Poem - Day 4

I use to have more time. Time to hook up with other folks creating work that happens in the moment. I long to get back to those times but that requires more income than what I'm generating at the moment.

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This was recorded in 2006 as I followed the Poets on the Gold Line. Elizabeth is reading a poem about her mother. But time and real life conspire against a shared moment.

Digitizing Books - Day 3

For the past two years I've been learning about libraries, how the operate and some of the issues that we as a culture will have to deal with in the 21st century. I generally write about this stuff at http://pcclibtech.blogspot.com

I am not a librarian. Yet. If ever. But I am thinking about it more and more.

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I want to show you a device that you ought to be aware of, you should know that the traditional book isn't going gently into the dust. But it might be transformed.

This is especially important for fragile or extremely old materials. They wouldn't stand up to this type of processing; there are gentler scanning methods for the at risk materials.

This is an just one small example of how that change is going to happen. I'm not endorsing any specific product. I literally walked up to this one and hit record.

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Another Reason to Learn to Drive - Day 2

I'm on the bus. I'm always on the bus. Anyway this older lady gets on. She has a crumpled dollar. Crumpled dollars do not work well with modern fare collection boxes. It won't take. Sometimes in life you have a crumpled dollar and you got to work with what you have.

The driver is giving her a hard time. "You should not have crumpled it up. It should have been smooth before you got on the bus. You're making me late."

Cheeze...can you make her feel any worse about not getting the freaking dollar into the fare box?

Well, yeah he can. I can stand no more of his (non) encouragement. I look in my wallet, I have a smooth dollar. I trade dollars with her.

That should have been the end of it.

It wasn't. But it works out. I don't think she understood what he was saying anyway.

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I Must Be Out Of My Mind - Day One

It is a time for expression, high verbiage followed by a sleep deprivation chaser. In case you haven't heard is it:

• National Novel Writing Month - Think of it as the equivalent of a marathon, where folks with the best of intentions decide to write that dang novel they have been carrying in their bones. No prizes, no free drinks or sponsorship. Just you and your writing device facing down the calendar. For the record, I will not be participating in this event but ain't nothing stopping you from taking the plunge. I'd give you more info about it but I can't connect to the site. What you can do is check out the audio podcast related to the event at http://nanowrimopodcast.blogspot.com
• National Blog Posting Month - If you are a blogger now is the time to step up to the plate. You don't even have to blog alone, check out the list and find your kinfolk. If you are a belly Christian blogger into Goth I'm telling you there are folks waiting to hug your cyber-spirit. Seeing how I can barely muster two or three post a month now days the thought of doing thirty straight is overwhelming. But maybe I could do one small post a day.
  
• National Video Blog Posting Month - I could do one small text post a day but I'm a videoblogger damn it! That I can't do every day. Well, maybe on some of the days. But not all. I don't think. But I got stuff, just have to recycle and adapt to new purposes. Yeah. I might be able to do that.
  

Anyway, here is the deal. I will try to post "something" for thirty days. I will release myself from any thought of perfection, competence and will hold a tenuous grip on my sanity. If I make it through I will stand among people who do what they say they are going to do and mean it.

Or not, hell somebody has to bring down the curve.

The Priorities - Taking A Look At Where I Stand

Can I say what I have to say in five minutes? Fire clears away blockages. It helps you focus really quickly on what is important and what you need to do at any giving time you are involved with fire. The reality of living in Southern California means you have to be be flexible, adaptable and understand that what you knew to be true five minutes ago doesn't mean squat.

For my geographically challenged friends who haven't called yet, I'm fine. I am currently no where near an fire situation. It has been really warm temperature-wize and the Santa Ana's winds have been blowing but no gusting around my area as of yet.

Someone I knew has died, non-fire related. He kept working, ignoring his health and respect for the time he had left. He ran out of his fixed amount of life. It has been rattling my cage.

Life is about the choices that you make and how you step up to changing what you don't like. So the (mental) image of the day is "make that move," or "do the right thing" or "take time to see what is around you."

You might not get a second chance.

Books That Get Under Our Skin - Modern Primatives

This is the next video in the series I am doing for PCC Shatford Library. In this video Jane Pojawa talks about how this books lead her to rethink her perceptions about Journalism.

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If you would like to participate and add the book that got under your skin you can visit http://underourskin.blogspot.com You can add a text post and bring that book that rattled your bones to prominence.

I Don't Know Who She Is But She Sings Good

I'm running around Friday night, aim the camcorder at some folks, annoying others and recording what I could before I hop the last bus out of Dodge, er I mean Pasadena. I walk thought the courtyard past expensive stores and cobblestones and dresses my body will never fit into.

I see the flags in the sky but I hear her voice. I start recording. I don't know who she is. I'm not sure if she was part of the ArtNight festival or hired by a local business to sing for the customers.



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I didn't have my glasses on so I only know her name starts with V or Valencia or Valarina or something like that. There was a CD on the table but not cards or flyers. I couldn't read her name. She was singing around 8:30-9pm or so Friday night. She was good cuz I missed the dang blasted bus.

That was ok because there was a fire on Colorado and the was a bunch of fire engines. A story for another time. So if you know who she is let me know because I do want to spread the word on performers who can sing with their clothes on and can stand relatively still while doing so. I'll dig through my handouts but the pile is high.

October 16th Update: I found her name! It is Valencia Vas and I was listening to the Valencia Vas Trio. On her website you can check out more of her music or find out how to purchase her CD.

Books That Get Under Our Skin - Daniel Larios

I've been working on a project for the past couple of weeks, it is starting to roll out so I can share it with you. My school library has a blog called Books That Get Under You Skin. It is part of a city wide festival Skin: A Pasadena Arts and Ideas Festival.

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I have been interviewing folks about the book that got to them. This is the first entry and there will be a few more. This is new for me in that I have to plan and make sure I have all the stuff in places at the right time. I'm learning a lot about interviewing and time management and the need for naps. Much of it again my will.

For more information about Barbara Kingsolver visit http://www.kingsolver.com

Where To Munch In Pasadena

This is in response to Donna's comment about where to eat when she comes to Pasadena. My top five affordable yet tasty places for snacking and food consumption. Agggh I'm directionally impaired! I'm going to give you the name and the rough locations.

From the Pasadena Conference Center you will want to cross the street to get on Colorado Blvd. where the Post Office is located. The regular shuttle is $.50 cents. You can walk it as well. The next block heading toward the freeway is Arroyo Parkway.

King Taco on Arroyo and Union which is a block north.(I think) Under $8 you can get a close to authentic Mexican food and other goodies. It is a block or so before the Memorial Park Gold Line Station.

If you stand on Arroyo and Colorado Blvd. you will see motorcycles which means you have found Hooter's (NOT an endorsement) There is an new Italian Gelato ice cream store a few doors down. Moving toward the freeway you will find many other restaurants that will be jammed on Friday night.

Me? I like Saladang at 363 S. Fair Oaks (it will be busy) Tibet Napal House on Union slightly above Fair Oaks and Colorado I love this joint, it will mellow you out and dine you with excellent food. El Portal is near the Convention Center also an affordable din-din option.

As you move down Old Town on Colorado you will find a 2nd Italian Gelato place and on Colorado & Fair Oaks past the Cheesecake Factory (no way you will get in there in under an hour) there is a Pinkberry Yogurt Ice Cream store.

It is next to a bunch of restaurants, I think Mexican, Indian and there has been a change so I don't remember what the new place is about.

I haven't tried this place but I'm planning to Azeen's Afghani Restaurant 110 E Union St Pasadena, CA 91103

The Pasadena Visitors Bureau has a database of restaurants. You can select those that are near Paseo Colorado or Old Town that will keep you busy and well fed not to mentioned exercised trying to find these places.

Chow Baby!

ArtNight Pasadena - Your Friday Night Is Booked

This week you can't say that there is nothing going on, actually you can't say that about most weeks in the Los Angeles area.

Anyway, I'm giving you the head's up about ArtNight Pasadena where you can visit some of the artistic and cultural goodies for free. Not only that but you get the opportunity to fill your soul with some of the cultural richness that Pasadena has to offer.

Here is the deal, you find your way to Pasadena; ideally by MTA but I do understand the reality of traveling on buses at night. Ick So carpool if you can. Aim toward one of the following locations, visit it then then hop on one of the free art shuttle buses that will take you to various locations.

Or, you can hook up with fellow C.I.C.L.E bicycle folks and join the rolling tour. The meet-up for the C.I.C.L.E gang is in One Colorado Courtyard in Old Town behind the Patagonia store.

What locations?

• Art Center College of Design
• Pasadena Museum of History
• An installation and performances at One Colorado in Old Town
• The Armory locations at North Raymond and Fair Oaks
• Light Bringer Project on South Raymond
• Pasadena Symphony
• Pasadena Jazz
• Pasadena Public Library where there will be a bunch of dancing, graphic novels and music
• Pasadena Museum of California Art
• Pasadena Playhouse
• Pasadena Conservatory of Music - with a "Body Percussion" concert
• and Pasadena City College sharing The Soldier's Skin where you can take home a poster of a memorial tattoos from US Marines.
  

This is just a small part of what is happening in Pasadena this month. I got more to tell and show but this is the starting point. So bust out of L7 and do something different between the hours of 6 to 10pm on Friday October 12, 2007.

And it is free, no charge as in no cost to you. Be cool and frugal.

As an added insentive there are a couple of new Italian ice creme and yogurt places in Old Town that you need to introduce to your mouth. Serious flavor explosions.

The Connections Between Us and Burma

After work I took a walk. I was near Fuller Theological and I saw this stencil:

I saw it from a distance without my glasses and I thought that it was a group of women leading somewhere. As I got closer I could read the writing at the bottom, and one of the monks looks like she/he has been assaulted.

And the connection is that when the forces of power try to suppress peaceful action the world will know. And good people we stand and pray or affirm right action.

Take a moment to send positive thoughts, prayers or whatever your belief system will allow for the safety of the people of Burma.

October 7, 2007

I didn't know about Free Burma day on the Internet. I just wanted to express solidarity with spiritual people standing up to a hostile force.

Apparently so do a bunch of other people. It was International Bloggers' Day for Burma on October 4, 2007. I do know that with each step you move closer to the goal. It has been a long journey for Burma and they have miles to go before they can rest.

Amnesty International has information and action page to get you up to speed.

The Burma Digest blog has video of those citizens protesting in Rangoon. There are also photos of folks that have been beat, shot, maimed or killed trying to express their rights of free speech.

What are steps are you hesitating on taking to positively move your part of the world forward?

Change is coming.

Ethics of Reviewing Restaurants - A Discussion

I try and I try and life keeps filling up even when I zone out with a cold. It is like "Come on, stay on the mark, keep the pace, move it, use it, do it and you know what? Your body is gonna go tell logical mind to shove it, we have a shut down in progress.

Eh, yeah. It is getting better but I'm digging into my video pile of possibilities and this is what I've come up with.

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First I'd like to say that I like watching Chef Ramsay rake over the newbie chefs. I ain't ever eating at Hell's Kitchen but he gives me the shivers in a good way. I don't want to be a chef but I'd want one who has gone through the fire of his experience. The dude can be on the deep side of assertive. Like, don't lie to him. Ever.

Second, I like food. So in the spirit of understanding that it can be a tough job and the results are so transitory I bring you this clip from the Art of Foodblogging. I got no choice it is this or hand puppets but it is good stuff none the less.

There was an interesting discussion on what food bloggers can and should do ethically. I didn't know that there are some dark seeds out there that are mucking it up for the rest of us. In all things start from a position of respect and you can't go wrong.

This clip is from the Art of Foodblogging session at the BlogHer 2007 conference in Chicago.

Wear It Black - Support the Jena Six

9-25-07 Update: Ok, as promised from My Urban Report:

• Video from the rally in Jena, Louisiana.
• An interview with Mose Def on his reasons for participating and more importantly calling out those celebrities that didn't appear or have yet to speak out.

and for a little something extra, a YouTube video on the march that blends music with clips from Al Sharpton, Maxine Waters and other participants in the rally.

Original Post:

Too much time has passed waiting for the system to correct itself. Can't blame this on Katrina, it is the same ole Okey-Doke that gets young men locked up or killed. To get up to speed check out this mash-up of a Democracy Now audio report with photos SideTurn from Blip.TV



Dr. Mike over on YouTube did an interview with some of the Jena 6 defendants in the situation (Caution, if you venture over to YouTube and search for videos about the Jena 6 you will discover that some of the comments posted are of a highly insulting and racist nature. Nothing we haven't experienced before but you don't need to ingest them)



If you checked your local television news you may or may not see any references to the thousands of people who came to stand in support of the Jena 6. Some of the national news outlets have sent reporters down to Jena La.

But where are our voices? Not to worry, here is your chance to check it out cuz dang sure between focusing on OJ and focusing on a complicated story that requires examination we know whose face we are going to see on M$M.

From Nate Perkins Live: recording the Louisiana NAACP March for the Jena 6



Amani from My Urban Reporter has students in Atlanta talking about the situation



Soon as more of the day's activities are posted I will link to them.

Thinking About My Aniversary of Blogging

Yep, one of these days I'm going to make with the ashes to ashes and head for astral ground. Or is that astral space? I made this little ditty at Tombstone Generator and even if I could eat Ice Cream there would never be enough time.

This is my blogging/vlogging anniversary of sorts. Years ago I started an e-mail newsletter to keep friend and clients aware of what this thing called the Internet is, how to fix simple computer problems and some of the neat stuff that can be found on the InnerTubes. I wrote monthly.

September 11, 2001 changed my thinking. For me I wanted to connect with folks but also find the tools we all needed and were not necessarily getting from television. Cuz watching the destruction of the Twin Towers over and over again was not helping me.

I wanted to share with folks about how to deal with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. What was Anthrax? Dealing with anger and all of the other topics that were popping up. It was so quiet that day. It was my way of fighting back against the ignorant and the cruel.

If it was my last days on earth I was going to do something in affirmation. Honestly, I didn't think we were going to get to the end of the month.

It was my (and a lot of other people's) way of coping, of doing something positive to counteract the negative. From newsletters to blogging. Then in 2005 I discovered vlogging and that has opened my vision of my world and the people that I have been privileged to meet. Heck of a good time that is constrained by school and the Salt Mine.

It is now 2007. I now have tools I couldn't imaging owning in 1999. Hard drive camcorder, editing software, mp3 players. I can watch videos from around the world. I can't help watch the past fade more and more away.

So here I am. What will the next year bring? Dunno. But for those of us that were unemployed between 2001 and 2004 I'm thinking the secret phrase is "Stock up on can goods not made in China."

Saturday In Pasadena - The Heat of the Moment

It was hot. It was 107 degrees hot. It was so hot I didn't want to go directly home so I was going across town to pick up a bus pass. If you don't latch on to a bus pass by Saturday afternoon you are SOL and you will be forking up $5 a day Metro pass.

I had gotten out of class early. I caught the bus in less than 10 minutes which was a blessing due to the heat. Made it to Lake and Colorado and that is when life got interesting.

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One of the most stressful jobs in Los Angeles is being a bus driver. The idiotic things people do with their cars and pedestrians will age you before your time. Things like a bike rider approaching from the left, getting off his bike and then expecting to board the bus.

The driver has the option of not allowing the passenger on the bus. Especially if you almost get yourself hit by pulling up in front of said bus. Rest assured you will not be allowed to board the bus if the driver told you to remove your bike from the rack.

But this isn't really about the bus and the bike. It is about men and women. Self determination. Fantasy thinking and when do you accept defeat honorably and go about your business? It was dang poetic.

I had to leave before the Metro (cough) police arrived. Actually the driver encouraged us to catch the next bus.

A brief explanation. Although the driver called the police the Los Angeles Sheriff department is the law enforcement agency for the L.A. Metro transit system. Pasadena police could not respond unless it is life threatening (don't hold me to that, that is just bus rider intuition.)

And although there is a sheriff station in Altadena there was no way of knowing where this particular sheriff would be coming from. It would be a long wait. Once the driver called for the sheriff she couldn't move.

For all I know they are still facing off. The music is by Ralph Wooden, the tune is Bent String Blues.

The Skivvy on SubPrime - This Is Why We Need Librarians

I don't own a home. I would like to but my income is insufficient to purchase a home in the California real estate market. I've seen shacks sell for $2 million plus so I don't feel too bad about not buying.

Liber8 is a newletter produced by the St. Louis Federal Reserve. In the September issue they are talking about the Sub-Prime lending situation.

I knew that the sharks were in the water. On television, ads in newspapers and real estate seminars playing up the latest foreclosure for profits gambits. I'm sure parallels are going to be made comparing 1929 actions and the Sub-Prime mischief. Specifically only putting up a portion of the value of the loan, only having paper based valuations of property and feeding off the ill informed for fast cash.

I'm trying to get a handle on the Sub-Prime mess. If it is anything like the tribulation we all experience in 2001 to 2004 I want to know so I can stock up on glass, aluminum and plastic bottles. I get the willies just thinking about those days.

Anyway - this is a primer created for librarians but anybody can read and understand the information presented. The newsletter was composed by the library staff of the St. Louis Federal Reserve Bank.

Ms. Evelyn Blakley Has Made Her Transition

Maureen Gray lead me to this video on the daughter of jazz artist Art Blakley passing. I had never heard of Ms. Blakley or had access to her work. This is a lovely piece of jazz music that we as a community of humans miss when we do not pay attention to the proper things.



There is a calm feeling emanating from the video. It comes from women in the band, the texture of the composition and the true import of the words of the song. They are relaxed. The womenfolk know what they are doing; they are creating music.

I'm begging you, record your pioneers and torch bearers before it is too late. Audio or video or any future means necessary. Please lay down those tracks before all of our history fades to commerical dust.

BlogHer Acts Global Health Initiative

September 3, 2007 Update. It has been decided that Maternal Health will be the focus of the BlogHer Acts Global Health Initiative.

For more information visit http://blogher.org/blghers-act-global-health-initiative-chosen

Prior post with voting chart removed:

Here ye, gather round and make your selection. Now is your opportunity to let your opinion be known about where the BlogHer women folk should direct their attention for the next year.

Men folk and Trans-gendered folks are welcome to participate but the goal is to find out which area we collectively can have on making a change to an existing need. We will find out if women focused action is all talk or can we move that mountain.

Or at least make one person's life better because of our actions.

Majora Carter Speaking About Environmental Justice

I've been waiting for this woman yet I did not know her name. You can't talk about environmental issues without involving people of color. You can't talk about living a green urban lifestyle if your neighbors down the road are exposed to toxins and lack of health treatment alternatives.

And you damn sure can't continue to export jobs overseas, import labor and expect the existing communities not to react in anger and escalating violence. We need to talk on many different levels. In the meantime, listen to Majora Carter in a July 2006 presentation given at the TED conference.



I want to give a shout out to Wildform.com. They sell multimedia software presentation products. I receive an e-newsletter about the software. In the current edition they had this link to Majora Carter speaking at TED.

They did not have to do this; it adds nothing to the immediate bottom line. But will I forget where I found the link to Majora's video at TED? Nope. Did I look at their line of products. Yes.

Will I give them fair consideration the next time someone ask me about presentation software? ;-}

Check out Majora's speech. It is about 20 minutes long. For those who want to know more visit http://www.ssbx.org/index.html

Her Name Is Racheal

Once upon a time there was this woman who called herself "Ugly Fat Lady".

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I've known about her vlog for a long time and I would check it out. But I hated the name and the concept of it. She wasn't ugly and fat is relative. I would wince in sympathy pain because it feels bad not to measure up to an artificial standard.

The solution is to have your own standard of being healthy and being beautiful. You can't buy that at the store. Food plans yes. Working out healthy eating skills is absolutely important but diets? Ewww!

Anyway, for just about a year she has been working on herself. She tried to diet, motivate herself, taking on making a movie, going to classes and continued to try to lose weight.

In the process, well, she can tell you about the process but the good news is that a new person has emerged. Her name is Rachael.

Jane Gordon and Carol Lin Talk About Communities

I try to never dismiss the power of connections. You never know from who or where your blessings may come from.

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In this clip from the BlogHer 2007 session on "The Life Stages of Communities" Carol Lin talks about how she gave an interview with Rox from Beach Walks with Rox and how that interview lead to assistance with fund raising and networking opportunities.

This is an excerpt from the BlogHer 2007 conference session on online communities. I have about 10 more hours to edit. Some of the topics and ideas shared by the participants transcend the conference. I want make sure that as many people as possible get to her some of the extrondinary women who attended BlogHer 2007.

The Bogeyman In The Room

This maybe too in-house for non-bloggers please forgive me. So here we are in this dark, damp place. There is a Bogeyman in the room. Most of use can't see him but he is here, laughing. The Bogeyman is not Loren Feldman, he is just the latest recruit to sign on board the Hate (for profit) boat.

Let me be clear. I dislike this video for a number of reasons. It opens old hurts. It is like being shot with the same damn bullet over and over again in a different place. I will become angry. The bullet came to one of my safe places at the Videoblogging group and toxed up the joint.

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I feel pain when a whole class of people are made a target for crude attempts of humor so that one person can gain a micro-meter of notoriety. Is fame really worth this cost? Ultimately it doesn't really matter the reason he did this - the video exists. He can't take it back.

But I also know (or figured out once I calmed down) is that Loren is the new carrier but the Bogeyman is running the show. The Bogeyman is prejudice, racism and sexism. It is also our inability to talk about those issues.

So I want to talk about The Bogeyman and how we can start to reduce the poison level. This is 11 minutes of me talking. As an alternative you could check out the links below. There is good stuff to be found.

Resources:

• American Psychological Association - Racism and Diversity primer, an excellent start to define the terms, meaning and embedded reasons why it just won't go away. We have to work on it and be aware.
• Addicted to Race podcast and Race in the Workplace blog both by Carmen Van Kerckhove going beyond black and white and expanding the discussion.
• Beacon of Freedom - From Norway, a database that contains documentation links to topics concerning censorship and the expression of freedom.
• Choosing to Participate - Jesus Colon's Little Things Are Big Video
• Compassionate Listening Project - how to speak from the heart to deal with difficult topics. Originally developed as a means to help Israeli and Palestinian people to find the tools to talk together.
• Facing History and Ourselves - Johnathan L. recites his poem about "Perceptions" where he speaks on the perceptions he encounters as a young African-American man.
• How Tolerant Are You - Project Implicit gives you the opportunity to find out your hidden truths and what you really believe.
• Tolerance.org - Speak-Up page with a link to a resource brochure on dealing with prejudiced, racism and sexist remarks.

KRS One - See Past the Present into The Future

I'm working on a video that is driving me insane. But I stopped by illdoctrine.com and got reminded by a generational teacher what I need to do.

As with all good lessons I share this one with you.

Jane and Besty Talk About Comment Moderation

Jane Goldman and Besty Aoki talk about how they handle wayward comments and involving the community to aid in keeping the comment civil. One of the ideas suggested was a code of conduct that the community will support.

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This is an extract from the BlogHer 2007 breakout session, The Life Stages of Online Communities with Jan Goldman, Carol Lin, Betsy Aoki and Aliza Sherman.

This video was recorded at the BlogHer07 A World of Difference conference on July 27, 2007. For more information about BlogHer visit http://blogher.org.

Aliza - An Excerpt From Life Stages of Online Commuities

In this video, Aliza Sherman is speaking about the need of bloggers and website creators to be upfront about your intentions. She encourages the session to think about the potential growth path as far as the blog and the blog's community is concerned.

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What kind of community do you want to create? Is it commercial or non-commercial? How do you want to move forward and share that experience with the the community?

This video was recorded at the BlogHer07 A World of Difference conference on July 27, 2007. For more information about BlogHer visit http://blogher.org. For more information about Aliza you can visit her site at http://www.mediaegg.com or http://babyfruit.typepad.com/mediagirl

BlogHer07 Reflections - Comment Moderation

This particular conversation is happening between bloggers and vloggers about the amount of troll, hate speech and those entities that bring the civil discourse down to base level.

This is a short comment from a blogger, I'm sorry I didn't get her name and can't see it from her badge; she is giving her opinion on how to deal with troll level comments.

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Let me make a distinction between those that disagree with what I've presented and those that are just flat out mean for kicks' sake. I've got a troll that routinely sends me misogynistic posts that involve religion.

The comments make no sense. They do not related to the topic and they go on and on into biblical citations that Jesus wouldn't recognize or condone. To the extent possible you will never see those posts because if I'm such a inferior form of life why is he wasting time telling me so?

Behind The Screen...

It is taking me longer than expected to get back up to vlogging speed. I'd like to blame it on being ditzy but the truth is I had more stuff than I could fit in my luggage so I got a box from the hotel and shipped my goodies home via UPS Ground.

This included my power cord to my new hard drive camcorder. A proprietary cord. A frigging $97 cord if the package never arrives. Add insult to injury I don't have the tracking slip from UPS to check on the delivery status.

Ah well, I still have my health.

In the meantime I've snagged what I could before the battery died and this is the start of the experience. It was great but I'm still processing what the heck happened in Chicago?

Note to self, not even one glass of wine next year.

Cambodian Blogging Summit - August 30 -31

Man, if I had the money and more vacation time I'd be there in a heartbeat. There is going to be a great meet-up with Cambodian bloggers, non-governmental organizations, professional bloggers and anyone else who happens to be in the neighborhood on August 30 -31, 2007

There will be exchanges of information, technology, friendship and unquestionably some jamming culinary possibilities. That is if you can pry the bloggers away from their laptops long enough for a decent meal. Not as easy as it sounds.

Beth Kanter is heading overseas to take vlogging kits, donated swag and other teaching goodies. If you want to check out what she is doing and how you can help visit http://cambodiabloggingsummit.wikispaces.com

More importantly, if you could drop some cash money like $20 or more to help Beth get over to the other side of the world that would be major cool. She needs a total of $4,000 by August 10th to make the trip happen and send the stuff over to Phnom Penh, Cambodia.

Beth has a deal with ChipIn where if she raises a certain amount of moolah they will match it. Each one teach one! So pull back on three days worth of lattes and help a cyber-sister out. Remember, she needs the money by August 10th to book the flight but she will need funds once she is in country.

August 14, 2007 Update - Blessings to Beth as she books her trip! $4,151 was raised or 103% of the goal. The recycled swag level is picking up and it will be a great time. Beyond cool, hopefully there will be video to pass around to those of us looking wistfully over the ocean.

Fireplug in Los Angeles - Lumiere Video

I had stopped by to check out Andreas and his new project over at Lumiere Videos. I like the idea of playing with constraints with video. But my life is going full tilt so I didn't think I'd get an opportunity to contribute.



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Here Are The Rules:

• 60 seconds max.
• Fixed camera
• No audio
  
• No zoom
• No edit
• No effects

It just so happened that I was walking down the street in Los Angeles. Cars were coming every which way. I was thinking 101 thoughts when I almost saw it but walked past it. Something caught my attention and I knew I had my moment.

It felt right. I turned around and started my camcorder.

There is the contradictions of waste and plenty. The cement and the will of plants to break the cement. Isolation in the middle of a busy Saturday afternoon. And in a strange way, a bit of hope. I hope that I continue to learn to slow down and look at my environment.

7/22/07 - I goofed up and forgot to strip the audio the first time. Not good at the rules thing.

24 Hours For Darfur - What Do You Have To Say

I have to go to the Salt Mine but this is important. Please stop by Beth Kanter's post on BlogHer about folks creating video awareness for the people of Darfur. You can also visit http://www.24hoursfordarfur.org

You can watch some of the videos that have already been created by visiting http://www.24hoursfordarfur.org/videos.php

Dang, gotta go.

The NOmadjik Bus - On the Mobile News Network

So much good stuff is happening I can't keep track. Just got this heads up about a fantastic project from Flux Rostrum.

The goal of the project for those that can't see the video is that an old school bus will be converted into a traveling journalism media center. There will be places on the bus to hook up laptops and camcorders. There will be places to sleep and every once in a while a dance might bus out on the roof.

The bus will be converted into a veggie oil fuel vehicle and there will be a satellite cuz the next natural or un-natural event of nature that hits in the lower 48 states may disrupt the power grid as we know it.

Like all good underground media projects that are rising to the surface they need just a little cash flow. If you can put a latte's worth of cash into the tip jar it would be much appreciated. The project needs about $2,000. I'm figuring if 1,000 people like the idea and drop $2 we can get it done.

For more information about the NOmajik Bus or to make a contribution visit
http://mobilebroadcastnews.com/blog/5

Photocopy Meme - The Sex Life of An Electron

Way before the Internet, even before BBS there were photocopy memes. These gems were secretly photocopied by bored, tired or otherwise underutilized employees to share a bit of levity with their co-workers.

We didn't ask them to do this mind you. In fact 9 times out of 10 these photocopy memes got balled up in the trash or stuffed in a drawer and forgotten. So when you hear the old folks yammer on about the coarseness of the times I want to you whip this baby out and smile as you reminded them of days gone by. Maybe from a distance cuz some of our great-grands still have a mean right hook.

I'm trying to increase my prosperity level which means something has got to go. I release, for historical purposes only, in glorious Courier:

The Sex Life of An Electron

On night when he was pretty high, Micro Farad decided to try and get a cute little coil to let him discharge. He picked up Millie Amp and took her for a ride on his megacycle. They rode across the Wheatstone Bridge around the sine wave and stopped in a magnetic field b a flowing current.

Micro, attracted by Millie's characteristic curves, soon had his resistance at a minimum and his field fully excited. He laid her on the ground potential, praised her frequency, lowered her capacitance, and pulled out his high voltage probe. He inserted it into her socket, connecting them in parallel, and began to short circuit her shunt.

Fully excited, Millie said "MHO, MHO, Give me MHO!" With his tube operating at maximum peak and her coil vibrating at resonance from the flow of current, she soon reached maximum peak. The excess current flow had gotten her hot and Micro was rapidly discharged and drained of every electron.

They fluxed all night, trying various connections and sockets until his bar magnet had lost all its field strength. Afterwards, Millie tried self induction and damaged her solenoid. With his battery fully discharged, Micros was unable to excite his generator, so the ended up by reversing polarity and blowing each other's fuses.

Watt A Night!

Soiling the Sandbox - What Do I Do With My Anger

This is an example of a spammer destroying a wiki page.

This is (or was) a wiki for folks to share information about videoblogging and related matters. It was an open wiki, meaning that if you had something to share you could sign up and post your information. No gatekeepers.

I contributed on and off and wrote a section about Screencasting. I've restored it but the maggot will be back. He has also added pages about cell phone and ringtones which has nothing to do with the topic.

Because it is open anyone, including this "entrepreneur" has decided to infest the wiki with links to pharmaceuticals and ringtones. He, she or more to the point, It is also infesting the Milwaukee School of Engineering, the Plasma, Science and Fusion Center at MIT, and the Engineering department of Brown University in their forum sections. Not hard to figure out, the links all lead back to those schools.

Well, this is pretty good company to be miserable in but damn! I'm angry because when a person does a search for screencasting this page comes to the top. I don't want them to see spam. There is no legitimacy in stealing for your profits.

I don't want some dumb dispirit person giving spammers money for a product that has to be prescribed by a doctor in the first place.

I want to say to the person "What part of bone head move don't you understand. It not what you think it is and considering the source (think far east and turn left) do you really want to risk ingesting some form of plastic or pesticide for a potential temporary rise in action?"

I have an old website that I'm going to rehabilitate and place it there, soon as I remember how to write in HTML. Here is why I am angry. Since I have started blogging/vlogging I have met some wonderful people. Pro-active people. Same kind of folks I encounter in the corporeal world.

It make me crazy to see a human turn something positive turned into something negative. It always has, it always will. My solution is do more positive stuff to counter balance the negative flow. It is a good solution but it doesn't stop me from wanting to beat the hell out of this person.

Yeah, I won't be ascending to Buddha level anytime soon.

The Truth is Glass - L.A. Convention Center

This is a video round up of my experience. I saw many things.

I have to say that I am glad that I went but it was the most un-erotic place I've ever been. Not to say that there wasn't items of interest but I think an opportunity has been missed.

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The event was billed for couples, meaning women folk could attend and not get grossed out. I'd say the ratio was about 60% men and 40% women.

There were Booth Rabbits as well as Booth Bunnys. Just not enough Booth Rabbits. And there was DVD all over the joint selling for $2. I looked in the boxes. Sigh. How many times can you witness women practicing their oral exercises?

Yeah, I know fellas, I know. Never enough.

I'm still kicking myself for not getting that Sci-Fi CGI video for $10. But to be honest, I was looking at it more for analyzing the CGI techniques rather than the content.

That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

I'm a reader so maybe it is me but there wasn't even DVD stuff I'd take a chance on for $2.

There were companies that didn't belong at the event. Teeth whitening? Realtors? Erectile Dysfunction vendors? What guy is going to walk up to an ED table at a Poontang show and say the magic words, "Can you help me?"

Ok, the caterer to Malibu Moms #4 was way cool, he should definitely come back next year. His stuff tasted very good.

There were products designed for the female persuasion but I had to walk from here to Padumpadump to find them.

Special shout out to local female friendly vendors such as Freddy and Eddy, Babeland (whose booth I couldn't find but I've been to the store) and The Pleasure Chest. These are good places to buy products and to check out the latest gadgets. They also have workshops and seminars.

But I don't think they have a silicone guy doll yet.

Who Wasn't There?

I'd think you'd want to invite condom makers like Trojan. Nope. No samples, no product information, cuz there was no Trojan or any other condom company.

I fully expected some of the safe sex organizations to be there but there were none in attendance. I covered that hall, let me tell you and there should have been a booth on safe sex practices. I know there are issues with the industry but this was an opportunity for outreach.

Lemme see, the de-sexing of the sexual. Between the warning signs (you could not touch, you could not flash skin and they would take your camera if you got caught snapping someone that did), the LAPD presence (they didn't look happy to be there and showed it) and the ever vigilant eyes of security that made sure nobody touched nothing corporeal it was as if you were looking at stuff through an invisible plexiglass door.

With the exception of the Art Show it was desaturated of energy. I don't know if that is a good thing or not. The repression continues...

Will I go next year? I don't think so. I'm too short to see over tall people's heads so I couldn't see the Zumanity performance or any of the stage shows.

As the show progressed it got more and more crowded. The more tall men packed the hall the less I was able to see. Maybe if they make changes to accommodate more single women and have more products that are easy to find.

Automatons at the L.A. Convention Center

Here is where vlogging get to be problematic. I recorded video of a silicon doll. She is not real. But she is anatomically correct except for the size 40 rack on her frame which I'm figuring is creative license by the designers or one of her selling points.

And people were touching her, er it, the automaton. And I don't think Leloo (that is her name) liked some of the ways she was being touched.

No this isn't clear. Let me try again.

So I'm walking around the convention center looking for straight women tools and technology for the unattached and under serviced. Now this is tricky stuff cuz I had to be mindful of navigation.

Men folk will come to a dead stop for a dancing partially clad woman. It was amazing. Not only will they come to a dead stop and snap photos but other dudes, fearful that they might be missing something good will dive into the black hole, not knowing what is on the other side.

And like entropy, a mass builds and then chaos destroys it (the dance ends) and they go their separate ways until the next dancer makes happy with the pole. As a female person you don't want to be standing in the middle of a crowd of men watching a show girl slinging hash.

Not that they will pay one whit of attention to you. I don't want to imply it was not safe. I'm just saying there was a collective rise in temperature and testosterone that needed to be respected.

So I'm cruising around the floor and I notice people are putting their camera's on a tripod and siting with a full size female doll. Non-vinyl. And from a distance without my glasses she looks, "real." Except she is not.

As I'm standing there are people walking up to a doll on the table. Some only touch her toes. A few give her leg a solid grip. A few women conducted a finger inspection of the lower area, both fore and aft. I wish to point out, they knew where to look.

The fellas, oh, my goodness. I can see first hand why some of you don't get a second chance after the first time at bat. You can't grab those 40's like you picking up a quart of motor oil. There were pinchers, slappers and clampers.

There were also massagers, (god bless 'em) smoothers and those gentlemen that took their time which is never a bad thing. Get the lay of the land and understand the territory.

I should show this to cultural anthropologists or something. Yeah, so where is the video?

I can't show it until I learn how to use the fuzz filter to block out faces. I don't have permission to show you the participants and it is not fair to them even though the event stated that by entering you give your consent to being recorded. When I get that figured out I will post it.

If you want to know more about the next evolution of non-human acquired companionship (and you have $4,900) You should go here.

Art and Eros at the L.A. Convention Center

It was a Friday afternoon. A friend was driving me home from work. I mentioned that I might go to the Convention center. He told me to take lots of photos. Probably wanted me to snag him some DVD's too.

I told him that I'm probably not going to be taking pictures of half naked women. If I did this it would be of booth rabbits and half naked men. "Then what is the point of going?" he replied.

Hmm. What was the point of going and paying cash money to see stuff of a carnal nature?


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Well, to say that I checked it out. To say that it met or did not meet my preconceived notions of this kind of event and to learn something I didn't know.

I have some answers for him. Unexpected answers. For one thing, I did not expect to see a gallery of art at this exhibition. When the floor traffic got heavy or congested it was a great place to duck into for a bit of sanctuary.

That didn't last long because other folks wandered in to check out the art. It was like any gallery show. Some good, some base level and a couple of exceptional pieces. They had to be, they cost at least $4,500 and up.

The piece that I like the best was the white marble with the hips and thighs just like mine! Representation, that's what I'm talking about. Fair is fair.

In this video I wanted to show some of the art from the X-Art Gallery. There are statues and sculptures and paintings and photographs and one brief CG animation.

The images are of an explicit nature. Seriously explicit. If you have trouble with naked fruit of a human nature you aren't gonna like this. Absolutely not safe for work.

The music is from blues man Charley Jordan with a rousing rendition of "Keep It Clean." It ain't. I'm still working on the words but how he got "Yes", to rhyme with the back of my front is a puzzlement.

Evolve Ad - What You Won't See On TV

We need to see the condom advertisements on broadcast television.

This should be a no-brain common sense good business decision. I see ads for Victoria Secret with half fed women bouncing in orgiastic wonderment about a bra and panty set.

I see women getting killed, whacked, assaulted and "disappeared" on most TV crime dramas. I am constantly exposed to the needs of "men" in the pursuit of "women". Daytime television is filled with people having simulated sex especially on the soap operas.

Condoms help protect people from sexually transmitted diseases. If you are willing to sell sex to gain ratings then you should be able to sell products that help people stay safe. Simple but simple can be hard to achieve in a sexually repressive culture.

http://www.trojanevolve.com

Puppeteers in Flight - Phantom Galleries L.A.

You are walking along and you think you see something but you are pressed for time.

Or you are standing waiting for the bus and there is something out of the ordinary, a shift you can't put your finger on but it is present.

In certain cities in Los Angeles there are Phantom Galleries where there use to be retail stores. Until they are rented they act as silent art galleries for many of the local artists.

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This is a short video of one that I encountered a while back. The artist is Farad Kohan and to see more of his work visit http://www.farzadkohan.com

For more information about the Phantom Galleries Los Angeles visit http://phantomgalleriesla.com

P.S. Thanks for the encouragement and offers of psychic chocolate. I think I did ok on the final and I kept my chocolate consumption to no more than three pieces. All I can tell you is be nice to your local librarian. They work darn hard so you don't have too.

I'm On The Outside Looking In - Day 6

It was ok for a while but I'm cut off from the Blogspot.com domain once again. Just as well. I have a final tomorrow and I need to reduce the distractions available to me. But I gotta tell you, it is hard to snuggle up to the Anglo-American Rules for Cataloging, Revision 2.

You have to use the AACR2 abbreviations for places of publication for the states. They are in the old style postal format. W. Va instead of WV for West Virginia. One down and 49 more to go.

The punctuation is a killer. For example, if I need to describe the physical dimensions of a book I have to type:

300 BB $a 100p. : $b ill. ; $c 23cm. which translates into the book has 100 pages, has illustrations and is 23cm in dimension.

The above is probably not correct. I always get one or two punctuation marks wrong.

And the difference between an authority file, authority record and authority control? You don't really want to know. I'm supposed to know and I'm not even sure what a book is anymore. Tomorrow I have to catalog a book for the final.

I'm doomed. So, I'm not that bummed about Covad, AT&T and the frigging techno glitch that is cramping my style.

Chocolate. I need chocolate.

Survival Skills - Christopher Nyerges Class at PCC

A while back I did a brief post on Christopher Nyerges and his book on Survival Skills. Just wanted to give a head's up to the Pasadena folks that he is conducting a Survival class via Pasadena City College Extension.

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This is just a short clip of him explaining why he is teaching these type of classes. According to the summer catalog student will learn about:

• Edible and medicinal plants
• Making fire without matches
• Finding and purifying water
• Survival kits and home supplies
• Primitive and modern shelters

The class will be held on five Fridays starting June 22 to July 20. If you would like to register for the class boogie on over to http://www.pcclearn.org

If you would like to check out Mr. Nyerges web site http://www.christophernyerges.com

Sustainability Project - BlogHer Acts

We take a brief pause from the video upload in progress to take a nod toward a higher purpose.

If you had the power to effect a change in our world what would it be? BlogHer asked the question and I feel compelled to respond. I would want the various communities of the world to have sustainability projects so that there would be consistent employment, a livable community and a love and respect for planet Earth.

Sustainability is not a white thing or an elitist thing or even a green thing. If one community has too much and the other not enough there will be trouble. There is trouble. I would also toss in ethics but I have to keep it to one topic. Wait, I got it, ethical sustainability.

If the fuel depletion projections are accurate then there will be lack. Where there is lack there is exploitation, war and violence against women and children. The men folk don't do so well either.

So, I think this is the time where we have to look to create a community - real world in real time folks - that starts with respect for the planet and the people that are on it.

We can create food sources in our immediate areas. We can recycle and recreate our waste products. We can employ the members of our society that we have walled off. There are whole cities that have no industry to speak of except the prison industry. We have the tools and the technology. We can do better.

We must. So in the spirit of BlogHer Acts I would like to propose a focus on equal opportunity ethical sustainability projects. Go Green and all colors in-between but let's cut the crap and get to work.

What The Heck Is This About?

BlogHer is a grand gathering of women folks and some men folks who are gathered together in an electronic community of bloggers.

From the Website:

BlogHers Act will take on two things --

1. Making a difference on a single global cause

2. Identifying the top four issues that women online want the U.S. Presidential candidates to address in order to win our votes in the ‘08 Election.

Imagine the opportunity that’s in all of our hands right now.

All of us know the positive, productive, monumental ACTION of bloggers, especially women bloggers, when rallying around a problem, an issue or an event. Since we started blogging a few years back, we’ve witnessed - and been so lucky to be a part of - countless moments, big and small, when bloggers worked together to make a difference.

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Mywaves Customer Experience - Pixelodeon 2007

I feel funny writing this. I just purchased a talk/text messaging cell phone this weekend. I don't like cell phones. I've made a total of one call. I really don't like them when people attempt to dial as they drive as I am crossing the street with a solid green light.

I do like that N93 cell phone that Rupert uses for Twittervlog, however Americans currently cannot buy that cell phone. That is more video camera envy more than anything having to do with cell phones.

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But I'm taking one step at a time. Attending Susan's session has opened my mind to some of the possibilities of positive usage. In this next video Susan Cashen talks about the customer side of the experience of using Mywaves.com.

One of the things I like about it is the "private channels" where the user can control the privacy level of the content. I can sense that a few folks are gonna get busted because they didn't take the time to read the freaking instructions on partitioning their inflammatory content.