Now, I just got back from a video storytelling workshop. I know the above video is handheld choppy and the lighting is not great. It is not the greatest story in the world. That is my hyper-critical side talking. I'll do better the next time I record a video about bringing take-out Indian food back to the hotel.
Which isn't going to happen anytime soon. So what I need to do and remember is that it is a balance of being in the moment and respecting the moment by rendering it as best you can at the time.
In hindsight, I looked at that food and the ice cream and remembered the night before when I saw my body in a full length mirror and was shocked. I'm not the person I thought I was in my head.
Some kind of deception is going on.
And yet here I am.
Did I eat all of that food at one time? No, some of it was for breakfast. Did I enjoy eating that mango ice cream?
Who am I? How did I get lost and why is the road getting back so long?
Always the dad gummed questions.