Last night I was checking the YouTube to see if there was any goodies I had missed. I glance at the right of the screen. The man was crafted skin tight. Nice looking fella but I couldn't take my eyes off of Mike's chest.
You know, on the list of things I have to develop, my chest area is not one of them. One night you are able to sleep flat on the sheet. A week later you have bumps. That grow and grow and I really had no say in the matter.
This video is nine minutes of a man working hard for his body.
I can see his abdominal muscles. I count four but I can see the other two under his pectorals.
You know, it is a pleasure to watch a guy work out. It is not necessarily sexual. It could be if my hormones were at high tide. I'm posting it so that when my hormones flow upward again I don't have to hunt for this video. This is called being pro-active.
I'm looking at the aesthetics of him lifting up those weight. Dude is kinda cute tho.
YouTube seems to think that I need a shape up. How they knew about my visit to my doctor is beyond me. This is like a re-enforced guilty reminder of something, I don't know what.
I do know that I will never be sleek. I have curves. I am rounded. For heath reasons I need to drop a few pounds but I am designed for puffyness.
So I am taking the pledge to eat more veggies this week. Not lettuce. Full green and orange veggies. Because I want to.
And I will walk more.
And not let the societal pressures of having a perfect body get me down.