I needed down time. I have gotten up at 4 a.m. to write or cobble together items of interest for my blogs and others. I want to create and do things but I was force to realize that I need x amount of sleep and nutrition.
When one or both get out of balance I am not a happy camper.There is other stuff happening that I can't discuss but that life balance thing is kicking me into submission. I got to find writing time that does not involve the pre-dawn hours.
This is a project I've been wanting to finish for chunk of time. I want to mix essays with video. This will not look that different from my other work but my goal today was to post a video.
The Whit Hut was a mom and pop restaurant in the Pasadena area. It closed in September 2011 and word has it that a new organic coffee house will be built. I'm sure that the new joint will not be serving up fat laced Pastrami on Rye.
I have to step back and think about what do I want to do. I want to re-claim a bit of my creative writing. I want to really get better working with video. I need a new career but I think what I want to do hasn't been invented yet so I have to pave my own path.
Not a bad idea but it can make a person nervous. Can you re-invent yourself again and again and again?
Yes. You can. It is not easy but I'd rather give it a go than to be among the walking dead.
That is not a zombie reference.
There are people that do the same thing day in and day out because it is safe. No deviation. No curiosity about what went before or what is to come. No hobbies. No vices. No challenges. No goals.
Nothing. They live. The eat. They work. They sleep. It is enough for them.
Now if you are in any form of recovery and you aspire to this type of life go for it. I'm not talking about you. You have already lived a bit and you need routine and stability. Carry on and work your program.
For me, I want more. I want to access the untapped parts of my potential. I can't mess around, I'm coming up on another birthday in a few months and I want something to show for it.
I thought that 2011 was going to be a quiet year and that sucker did everything in its power to prove me wrong. I might need a combat helmet for 2012.
Right now, it is a beautiful day and I have time for a nap, if I want one.